Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in owned's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, September 4th, 2002
3:57 pm	It has been a long time since i have wrote in here. Well alot of things have happened since i last wrote. School started, i got a boy toy now, and he is perfect for me, he even puts up with my shit....i love him...yea well me and jess are doing good, were still best friends and we hang out at school all the time. yea.... i can never think of things to write, but yeah...so BYE! Tay- Tay Current Mood: dorky
Saturday, June 29th, 2002
10:25 pm	I have a new obsession!!!! i love jared montalovo1 he is sooo cute! and he gave me his #!!!! so it think that i might call him and see if he wants to go out tomm. night!!! HI JESS!!!!! Tay-Tay Current Mood: happy
Thursday, June 27th, 2002
10:54 pm	Jessica and i were at the del mar fair for the last three days, but a lot of things happened, alot of things that i didnt think would happen, wait...thats not the best way to start, maybe these things happened or the better, you never know. well we arrive at the fair grounds and just got things ready for the upcoming shows, and we settled in for the night. the second day rolled around and i found out that my favorite person of all time was coming! BOB!........"oh how i loth thee, let thy count the ways".....I HATE THIS MOTHER FUCKER! he is so dumb, he decided that he was going to tell me that he was gay so i wouldn't talk to him, and lo and behold as he gets out of the car he walks up to me and says hi.......he pisses me of so bad i cannot even begin to exlain.....i 'm guess ing that he was trying to make me mad and ws hitting on the UGLYIEST girl there, i mean come on now, she walked around the god damned fair in her pajamas, what retart walks around in a fair witht thier p.j's on?...i guess that you could call me jelouse, considerig i watched every move that he made while he was ther, but its complicated, half of mewants to talk to him so bad, yet whenever i see him i cannot help but to be mean to him becasue of how bad he hurt me. I dont think that people really ever knew what he did to me, and if they did i think that they would have seen things a little more the way that i do...i mean whenevr i tell people aboutwhat happened they always say, "you dont know what he s going through" i really dont care what he is going throuh, that dosen't mean that he can just treat people like that and if he thinks that that is ok, he is wrong, i dont think that he understands how bad he hurt me..i really liked him and i thought that he liked me, its like he just leads you on and then he will just drop you like your nothing, and i think that he needs to learn on way or another that that is wrong, and i think that he needs to have t done to him so he can relize, but the only problume is that he is never "settled" down with just one girl, he is always talking to like 10 diff. girls all sat the same time. I hate the way that he acts around me now, and i feel really bad becus ehe is now being mean to jessica becuse she is my friend, and they used to be really good friends, i feel like everything is my fault. I wish that everything could just go back to the way that it used to be, but i don know if this happened for the beter or if is just ment to make things worse for me, becasue i still want to be his friend, but how can you be someones friend if they dont even talk to you? its hard, and i cannot stand it whn people are mad at me, it just makes me feel horrible, and i know that there is no way that i can fix things between us...ever. and it really makes me think that if i didnt ever go for him how things would be.....well i have to go to bed so i wil continuet his later... night... Tay-Tay Current Mood: indescribable
Wednesday, June 12th, 2002
5:35 pm	SCHOOL IS ALMOST OUT!!!! TOMM IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! FINALLY! and then there is summer school,........BLAH! oh well i only have to do 2 fays a week for 2 hrs. coll huh? and im not taking math next year! Current Mood: excited
Monday, June 10th, 2002
4:22 pm	I'M A ARM-FLAILING RETARD! and so is jessica!!! its just because we are special and you know that you want to be like us...i am board..we have finals tomm and i think that i will do ok...but i'm still scared! i need to study desperatly, oh well, better go study! check y later! Tay-Tay Current Mood: energetic
4:22 pm	I'M A ARM-FLAILING RETARD! and so is jessica!!! its just because we are special and you know that you want to be like us...i am board..we have finals tomm and i think that i will do ok...but i'm still scared! i need to study desperatly, oh well, better go study! check y later! Tay-Tay Current Mood: energetic
Saturday, June 8th, 2002
10:32 pm	"Very, very irritated at Taylor right now. Stupid bitch. They lifeflighted two people out of there, and two others were shot. So fuck you, you fucking bitch. I don't care if you have "good information". Does it look like I fucking give a shit? NO. SO FUCK. YOU. You think you know everything, but you don't. So whatever. I don't give a fuck about you anymore. I'm tired of your "me me me" attitude, Miss "I'm-so-cool-because-I'm-a-cheerleader". I'm going to kill her. Fucking kill her. YES. She is DEAD." well, its interesting to learn that your friends dont carea bout you and are going to "fucking" kil oyu because u thought differently then them..... Current Mood: angry
8:04 pm	-dies- OMG! cody wants to go out with me...i know that i cant have a totally perfect guy....but....come on now...I WENT RIDING TODAY! and got MAJORLY burned, I look like a ....lobster! a cute one though. OMG! BRIAN PADILLA JUST CAME BY MY HOUSE..... to give me back my study guide that i so grasiously let him barrow...im just nice like that, maybe my mom will stop freaking out on me....brian shaved his head again, why am i writtiing about him? yeah well me and jess are going to still camp out in ride aide with our chairs, we have to go buy them for del-mar though, we only have 17 days!!! whee!-flops around- waht to learn how to swim? jessica and i will teach you, and you only have to pay 25 cents! goo deal, although you will be learning in about...oh lets say...SHIN DEEP WATER, but its still all good!!! I cannot believe that cody would say that...dosent he know that she would tell me? i mean come on now...we share everything, i fear as though this is going to be one of those "DARYL" innodents..i hope not....man my mom is issing me off so bad! .........I TOOK YOUR BACKROUND JESSYKA!!!! yep yep yep....well i think that this is enough for tonight....i have been scolled snd told that i am to write in it every night...-re-...j/p well ttul!!!! tay-tay Current Mood: weird
Friday, June 7th, 2002
8:00 pm	FINE!!!!!! HAPPY JESS?! i updated! now what to write about....OH1 EVAN!!!!! he is sososososososo HOTT! i want him so bad! even though i have never met him before...thats ok...right? well i think so! he is so cute! and i still think that bond is cute...even though he made it VERY clear that he didnt like me.....hehehe! CHRIS COMSTOCK SAID HI TO ME TODAY! ME OF ALL PEOPLE! -dies- lalalala im going to jess' hpuse tonight.......ok long enough buh bye! tay-tay
Wednesday, January 9th, 2002
12:29 am	WOW! i finally got my braces off AND I AM cuter than ever!
Tuesday, December 25th, 2001
9:03 pm	fine...literally =) Jessika! happy i updated.........hahahaah well anyways i got some cool stuff from "SANTA" Jess...what am I goning to do about Chad's friend..i think that I like Brandon alot more..and plus I dont even know him. I thinkt hat you and Chad make a good couple! you are sooo cute! I need to pick between them..plus when that guy said that he had asked that other girl out the period before that that just shows you that I was last priority.HELP ME JESS!
Sunday, October 7th, 2001
10:17 pm	lalala I have my friend Nikki over and she id the coooooolest! her me shanelle and brittney are going to make up a stunt group together and we are going to be the BOMB! we are the coolest and we know it! we are THE BEST ABOVE THE REST.....My name is SpongeBob and she is Patrick.....just ike them...........we are very good friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, August 5th, 2001
11:09 pm	Patrick...weee Yeah. It's been a long time since I last wrote n here. And I recently heard that "Daryl" had heard about my journal. I LOVE Steve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: accomplished
Sunday, July 8th, 2001
7:40 pm	Board NO ONE READ'S MY JOURNAL!!!!!!! this is very depressing, today, when I went to cheer, we had to do this really HARD pyramid...... I hate stunting, I'm so board, my best-friend in the whole wide world left me to go to New Mexico with her grandma for a whole week!!!!!!! I;m board out of my mind, I don't know what to do with out her,I MISS YOU JESSICA!!!!!!!!!! I love steve too, you cant forget that, the 2nd most important thing in my soap opera of a life, well, I'll wright in you tomarrow, -Bye- Current Mood: crushed
Friday, July 6th, 2001
10:49 am	Steve Wee!My life is like a never ending soap opera. I really like this guy named steve, but I'm not sure if he likes me. I call and complaine to my best friend Jessica EVERY night and I'm sure that It gets on her nerves, I'm debating too tell him weather or not I like him. I know that if I dont tell him that he will never know, and probably end up going after another girl, or some thing, yet if I tell him, and he dosen't say anything I will be forever scared! I dont know if I can take that kind of rejection. I think he knows that I like him, but I dont want to be stupied and approch him and say, "Hey, Steve, you know I like you, right?" That would make me sound like a HUGE loser! I'm lost!!!!!!!!! My friends tell me that I sould just tell him how I feel, yet I have to ride to cheer with him on friday, because he goes down with his mom, and I ALWAYS end up sitting next to him. I love steve!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: frustrated